Assalamu'alaikum kawan2...


lamanye tak bukak blog ni..
kadang-kadang bila rindu bertamu, diriku menjenguk juga disini


dan...


rasa seperti waktu berputar kembali ke waktu dahulu...


jika diberi peluang untuk putar balik masa,
sungguh,
aku terasa sangat sukar untuk menempuhi sekali lagi waktu2  di zaman belajar pergigian dahulu.
air mata darah dan keringat tak terkira..

cukuplah sekali
cukup.

biarlah semua itu menjadi kenangan yang abadi di sudut hatiku..


kawan-kawanku,
sihatkah kamu? bagaimana hidupmu?


aku disini, 
sentiasa mendoakan yang terbaik buat kawan2..

semoga kita semua dikurniakan kekuatan daripada Allah swt untuk
melalui liku-liku hidup...
&
semoga tidak jemu untuk mencipta bahagia...


walau dimanapun kita berada,
dekatkanlah diri kepada Yang Maha Pencipta;
mengadulah kepadaNya selalu;
kerna hanya Dia Yang Maha Mendengar dan Maha Memahami


Yang mengingati selalu,
Kawanmu

Salam wbt and happy Ramadhan...

150715

hello my friend we meet again #2

Assalamualaikum,.
Hi.hello,apa khabar kawan?

Dah lama tak berjumpa,.
Masih cantik dan kacak seperti dulu kah.
Fasa kehidupan apa yang kawan sedang lalui sekarang?

Adakah terlalu risau perihal jodoh?
Bukankah itu urusan Allah?

Adakah terlalu risau perihal rezeki?
Bukankah itu juga urusan Allah?

Jadi,.kena berduka kawan?
Nikmati saja rempah ratus hidup kita.
Ada masam ada manis
Ada masin ada tawar
Tambah cili sikit.ikut kemampuan?.
Tak sedap?tambah apa yang kurang.

Buat baru?kita tentukan.

jom ambil cuti..trip ke pulau lagi?:-)

Ah..terlupa,happy belated birthday moh:-)

it's been a while

Dah setahun lebih kita tak lagi berkumpul bersama-sama, 27 of us. Masing-masing punya cerita tersendiri. Kadang-kadang I tertanya-tanya juga. Apa cerita sahabat kita yang jauh nun di seberang lautan? Apa cerita sahabat yang sudah berkeluarga? Apa cerita partner-in-crime waktu belajar? Sudahnya, soalan saja yang mampu I fikirkan. I harap semua sahabat sekalian berada dalam kesihatan yang baik dan sentiasa di bawah naungan dan rahmat Allah.

Yang buatkan I selalu sangat terfikir tentang kalian of course bila nak manage patient. I selalu fikir, "kalau ehem-ehem (isikan dengan nama sesiapa) ada kat sini, camne dia akan manage patient ni?" Dan kadang-kadang bila I tengah treat patient, I terfikir "agaknya diorang guna GIC je ke? Guna tak amalgam? Buat ke locum?" Well, to be honest kadang-kadang dalam setiap perkara I akan terfikir tentang kita.

I pun sememangnya tak rapat dengan semua orang. Tapi those 5-6 years yang kita dah spent together tu tetap membawa I untuk terus befikir tentang kita. Kadang-kadang I happy, kadang-kadang I sedih. I tahu, ada konflik-konflik yang secara tak langsung dah ala-ala memisahkan kita. Tapi tulah kehidupan. Pengalaman tulah yang akan mematangkan kita.

Rasanya I pun dah merepek melampau-lampau. Lastly note untuk peringatan kita semua; harap kita dapatlah berkhidmat dengan penuh keikhlasan kerana Allah.

Insya-Allah, moga Allah pelihara ukhuwah ini hingga ke syurga-Nya. I sayangkan korang lillahi ta'ala.

Salam kasih sayang dan kerinduan dari I.

hello my friends we meet again

"hmm,,kenapa dyorang x kejut aku solat"

kadang2 ayat ni selalu bermain difikiran bila sedar waktu solat dah dipenghujung.

"dyorang ingat aku dah solat kot.."hanya mampu bersangka baik,setiap masa.

mungkin sudah terbiasa bila berada di rumah,akan selalu ada yang tolong menasihatkan,dan mengingatkan.

"dah makan?"
"dah solat?"walaupun masih diawal waktu.
"tak solat terawih ke malam ni?"

bila berada dirumah,kita tau semua orang ambil berat pasal kita.
bila berada diluar,kita hanya ada kawan dan orang lain.
dah tak ada lagi suara mak ayah yang tanya tentang solat,
suara adik2 yang bising mengomen itu dan ini,

kat sini hanya ada kawan2,
yang kadang2 kita harapkan untuk tanya tentang solat bila nampak kita terlalu lena tidur,
mengajak terawih bersama bila asyik berbaring malas,
dan memberi teguran bila kita berlaku keterlaluan

"kau dah besar,dah pandai nak berfikir baik buruk,pandai2lah hidup"
"hari2 kena gerak subuh,harap alarm je kuat,,letihlah macam ni.."
"hmm,.maghrib dia pukul 8pm lagi hari ni.."

harap2 bukan sekadar monolog dalaman.



sahabat menuju akhirat,berkasih sayangnya kerana Allah.

take 5~

Assalamualaikum.
selalu saya singgah sini,tapi isi masih tak berubah,tak sampai hati tengok blog ni terus terbiar,.
ambil sikit ruang study,saya cuba teka semula email dan password, tak sangka masih ingat..alang2 dah buka,saya nak "refresh" sikit page ni.

malam semalam saya mimpi kena kejar dengan seorang lecturer yang bengis (dunia sebenar dia sangat baik dan cantik?).. tak tahu kenapa,saya serahkan gutta percha pada adik saya,suruh dia bawa lari jauh2..saya terus melarikan diri selaju2nya..tiba2 saya dirempuh deras dari belakang sehingga terpelanting jauh,,sejurus kemudian kedengaran satu suara berteriak "sy tak mahu tengok class 1 composite..!"

bila tersedar dari tidur,saya fikir,mungkin ada hint exam disebalik mimpi?
atau..mungkin sesuatu tak baik sedang menanti ?..
na'uzubillah..
 
jangan biar mimpi ngeri menghantui hari2 kita.
good luck my friends.
result cukup makan saja memang tak cukup.
all the best in your exam.and me too.

holding on

ihsan google

recently lots of emotions here and there

i might appear to be like melukut di tepi gantang

which ada or tak ada doesn't make any differences

but trust me

it's not your journey,

it's our journey!

your pain is our pain

your tears is our sadness

your joy is our happiness

Keep holding on

Cause you know we'll make it through

we'll make it through

Just stay strong

Cause you know I'm here for you

I'm here for you

There's nothing you could say

nothing you could do

There's no other way when it comes to the truth

So keep holding on

Cause you know we'll make it through

we'll make it through

Hear me when I say when I say, I believe

Nothing's gonna change

nothing's gonna change destiny

Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly

i dedicate this to YOU

you whom are reading this :)

ihsan google

insyaAllah

may Allah ease our way

please don't give up

sesak

assalamu'alaikum

kawan-kawan, aku sangat memerlukan kekuatan dari kamu semua. tolong doakan supaya aku tabah untuk berdepan perkara ni dengan sebaiknya.

maybe this is not the suitable time to uncover everything. walaubagaimanapun tolong doakan yang terbaik untuk segalanya.

kadang2 simpan pun sakit, luahkan pun sakit. apapun terima kasih semua.

Sedih...

I sedih sangat malam ni.I rasa sebak kat dalam hati.Air mata ni murah sangat,mudah je tumpah.

I nak minta maaf pada you,kerana I tak mampu jadi diri I yang sebenar depan you.I minta maaf.

Itulah Gunanya Kawan

Assalamualaikum semua,

Belek-belek balik gambar-gambar kita masa tahun pertama di fakulti ini, dan melihat balik wajah-wajah muda kita dulu, megimbau balik saat-saat manis bersama. Di ketika kita masih mula berkenalan dan mengenali satu sama lain, wajah kita sentiasa tersenyum dan ceria bersama. Pada saat kita mula memahami antara satu sama lain, hati sentiasa menerima, gembira bersama. kisah duka dahulu, kini hanya menjadi kenangan dan teladan dikaburi saat-saat gelak tawa bersama. Tanpa mu teman, ku tidak mampu sampai ke tahap ini. Dengan mu di sisi, aku dapat menyulusuri ranjau-ranjau berduri fakulti ini :) Terima kasih, wahai teman bernama kawan~

The Pressure Test

"It's a doomsday."

I didn't remember how many times I had repeated those words during the test until my day was really doomed.

* * *

It was all started just after we finished the final exam for the seventh semester, when we were reminded about a test that had been long forgotten - THE COMPETENCY TEST.

Whatever.

Then the semester break flew away just like that and the nightmare began. Truly, we couldn't run from anything in this world, except a dog.

I was troublesomed by my social-less lifestyle and lack of presence more than not having patient for the upcoming test, which was two day after the new semester started. Why? Because of that, I didn't get any message about it(not even through the thin air, technology had really killed it!) and as a result, I was enlisted to be among the first 'black-sheep' group to be tested.

Blank. Blank. Blank.

Alhamdulillah, luckily my partner had voluntarily passed her patient with maybe a golden case(Class II DO) to me just the morning of the day for the test(I knew you just wanted to escaped..hohoh). Just took it like that as I was not so sure what the afternoon would be. Nobody knows except Him.

To cut the long story short.

The patient arrived 5 minutes later than the exact appointment time (appointment time -2:30p.m, arrival time- 2:35p.m. The appointment time itself was very late. Don't ask me why. Better late than never!). I could put the blame on Le Tour de Langkawi and forgave him (although he works with MPAJ, just a neighbour building).

Explanation to patient + screening by doctor,

"Complete the E&D, take x-ray,do EPT test and present before 3 o'clock."

"Yes, Sir!!!" I wanted to address him like that instead of Doctor.

3.45 p.m. I didn't have any idea how did I lost the previous 10 minutes.

Why was the x-ray room seemed so far away in another kingdom? Another 15 minutes gone.

Presentation in progress... (tried my best to act cool and normal).

"&#$%%^***@#$..."

The slang of the doctor+his voice underneath his mask+my hearing blocked due to flu = I didn't really get what he was saying, yet I did stupid thing by nodding my head freely, three of us stared at each other, waiting for a crow to pass by, until another examiner doctor mention something about "LA".

"What is the type of the LA?"

"Amide?"

"????"

I took the cartridge and read (nervously but without guilty) "Mepivacaine". Thanks to the manufacturer.

Applying rubber dam on patient was one of the reason why human cannot be alone, no matter how anti-social you are. But some tricks did save the time. The feeling of passing this challenge was like I just went through half of the challenge, although I was not even half of the half itself. Whatever it was, at least the time to hold the handpiece had finally come.

The bracket table seemed a milestone away from me, so I pulled it close towards me. It backed off. I pulled it again and like a spring, it backed off. "Wanna fight, huh?". This time I pulled it stronger and...

"(Imagine the sound of dental instruments falling down to the floor. Or the sound of pots colliding during rewang.)"

Panic at the clinic. What would you do? Save the burs first!!!! (And I leave the rest for your imagination).

Caries free, cavity preparation, Dycal, GIC lining, Amalgam... all of our daily routines and best friends were there. Sounds normal, right? Except for the pop questions from the doctors that made me wanted to think that I was having short-term amnesia due to the test shock!

5:00pm - I was the 'Cinderella' who was still trying her best to carve the Amalgam into some unknown tooth morphology against the clock chime.

"Have you fractured the amalgam?" asked the 'stepfather' doctor.

"No." No way! "I am removing the high spots.".

Less than 5 minutes later, Cinderella me walked towards 'stepfather' doctor with a white flag on her back.

"Doctor, I've fractured the amalgam."

"I know."

Why was I not surprised with your answer?

* * *

Assalamualaikum semua..

Lama dah tak jenguk blog ni..Lama sangat la..Yang jenguk ni pon sebab tiba2 ada sorang batchmate kita (yakni roommate kesayangan saya) ni baca balik entry beliau dulu..And xpercaya yang beliau pernah tulis macam tu dalam blog ni..Hehe..(Saya xnak baca yang saya punyer entry,maluu..huhu..)

Tapi..2 la orang panggil kenangan kan..Kalau tak,tak letak “MEMOIR” la jadi headline blog ni..Betul tak?(Tak betol pon,kena betol jugak!)

Erm,takde ape nak dipostkan pon..Just nak wish Good Luck exam and let’s treasure our journey to Bangkok soon!(Err..exam tak habis lagi tapi dah sebok dengan Bangkok..huhu..Ada tanda2 stress di situ..)

Ok semua,all the best~

p/s: Rupa2nya N****a(juga roommate kesayangan saya) tak ntar MEMOIR dulu..Beliau baru ja confess td..

best of luck, friends

semoga Allah mempermudahkan urusan kita semua

penantian itu memang menyeksakan...

people always said that penantian itu satu penyeksaan

in fact it is penyeksaan and it always menyeksakan

let me share a long story with you guys from my point of view

it happen several days ago

we were like so happy to go to penang

indeed

it was the first marriage in our batch

and it's okay for us to feel the excitement

we gather at al-falah (kedai mamak kat bawah gv) to eat something which kononnya nak alas perut la kan

and after everything was settle, we took cabs to go to bukit jalil's bus station

adoyai...

sampai sana masih lagi awal *sigh*

ada kira-kira sejam lebih lagi before the scheduled time for the bus nak sampai

camne ni??????

i hate waiting!

nasib baiklah beramai-ramai

bila dah ramai ni

paham-paham je la

banyak stories

so time flies

but even the time flies, that particular bus was not there

ni yang aku benci bas trans ni..kata aku di hati dan di mulut

after was like 30 minutes waiting for the bus

datang la seketul bas yg nak ke arah utara gak

passengers to butterworth were asked to take the bus to hentian duta

kata manusia trans itu

bus untuk ke butterworth kita akan amek di sana (hentian duta)

ok la

fine

as long as not that long

i can be patient

hentian duta

penumpang ke butterworth turun kat sini

we all pun turun la

but there no such signs that bus to butterworth is there

i smell something fishy here

and indeed!

the bus still not there

adoiiiii

do we need to wait again

arrrgghhh!

sakit betul hati aku dengan bus trans ni!

we waited for 2 hours at hentian putra

and i was like giving up on going to penang

ye la

tak sanggup nak tunggu lagi

and Alhamdulillah

the bus arrived on 2.00pm

stress taw!!!!

after the total waiting time for about 3 hours

we arrived penang safely on 6.00pm

musnah impian kami nak beli buah kat tapah coz the driver was like so kalut to sampai to penang as soon as possible

there, we waited for people to send us to the homestay

and before that

we went to a restaurant to eat

ye la ko

makan kat al-falah je kot pagi tu

memang la perut semua dah berkeroncong

bukan keroncong lagi

siap main lagu heavy metal kot

lepas makan

kita pun pergi la tempat homestay tu

and sekali lagi

we need to wait for the tuan rumah to come and give us the key

aduhai

lama sungguh

memang la hari yang penuh dengan penantian

stress gila

masa tu memang rasa penat gile dah

hukhuk....

bersambung................

post baru, tahun baru

salam'alaik buat semua rakan warga dent2 dan pembaca (cheh, bajet ada org nak baca blog kanak-kanak riang dent2)

Alhamdulillah

marilah kita merafa'kan kesyukuran yang tak terhingga kepada Allah

atas limpah kurnia serta kasihNya

kita masih lagi bernyawa hari ni

setahun lagi usia meningkat

semakin dekat kita dengan kematian

Alhamdulillah juga

kita semua dah start clinical session dalam 4 bulan gitu

mcm2 dugaan dan rintangan yg mendatang

tp semuanya masih lagi cekal berdiri

dan tabah menghadapi klinik yg ku kira mencabar sgt2

buat semua,

hargailah org sekeliling yg menyayangi kita

sbb kita tak tahu bila kita akan berpisah

take care semua

sayang warga dent2

:)

exam

salam'alaik kawan-kawan

01 nov 10: conservative dentistry

02 nov 10: behavioural science and oral health V

03 nov 10: orthodontics & paediatric dentistry

04 nov 10: general medicine

08 nov 10: periodontology & community dentistry III

09 nov 10: oral surgery & diagnostic and imaging

10 nov 10: oral pathology and oral medicine

11 nov 10: general surgery

12 nov 10: prosthodontics

13 nov 10: MUET (nilai)

exams are approaching near

all our efforts through the semester

i would like to wish Allah Bless

and to all of you all the best!

semoga dipermudahkan urusan kita semua

2nd year memories

saja suka-suka..

just want to make a short video that suits with the song :)

credits: SHINee Onew (Ft. Kim Yeon Woo) - The Name I Loved

an update

salam kepada semua

dah lama memoir ni bersarang dan bersawang
pagi yang hening ni saya rasa terpanggil untuk update sikit blog kita semua ni

2nd year 2nd sem pun makin hampir ke penghujungnya

bermula awal sem 2 xde yang beza..
cuti semua orang kena burn untuk siapkan optech sem 1..
then kita pun belajar buat denture..
subjek patho yg makin mencabar dan menguji semua...
creative thinking and problem solving..
communication skills dlm bhsc
lots of indices dlm community dentistry..
pharmaco, dm, microb n hafazan yg kita tempuh seperti biasa
cuma sem ni xde bahasa arab n english
banyak self-study tapi biasanya masuk lab untuk wat denture

kita berhadapan pulak dengan beberapa aktiviti tahun ni
sambutan maal hijrah
sukan intervarsiti yg mana USIM jadi tuan rumah
debat intercampus
sufa
bahas interfac
minggu integriti
community service 3
open house umah che pah n en yaacob
amin kahwin
dan mungkin ada beberapa lagi yg tak tertulis kat sini

juga nak mengucapkan sekalung tahniah dan syabas buat
sulaiman taib n syifak mawaddah abd jamil sbg MPP
ahmad nadzirin ab fattah n hazimah mohd khairom sbg exco jaksa KKP
nurfarhana mohd yusop, hanisah hamdan, mohamad hafizi mat isa n siti nur farhanah mohd desa sbg jk DSC
x dilupakan juga kpd sekretariat MPP dr second batch
-akan dtg mungkin akan ada ajk jaksa KKP, ajk DSC

juga tahniah buat
peserta bahas intercampus dr 2nd batch-
abdul azim asy abdul aziz, zahrah md yunos, nurin syahidah mohd noor n nurfarhana mohd yusop
peserta pantun akasia seni(sem 1)-
munirah mohd rosali, siti nur farhanah mohd desa, siti najwa hasnan, siti nadia rahimi, nurfarhana mohd yusop n abdul azim asy abdul aziz
peserta nasyid maal hijrah-
ahmad nadzirin ab fattah, mohd faezuddeen md dom, mohamad hafizi mat isa, sulaiman taib n abdul azim asy abdul aziz
x lupa juga buat semua yg telah menaburkan budi semaikan jasa sepanjang tahun 2 09/10

buat teman semua
semoga berjaya dalam peperiksaan profesional yang ke-2
doakan kejayaan kita bersama dalam bidang ini..
semoga semua 27orang pelajar 2nd batch akan menamatkan pengajian pada 2013- insya ALLAH

Aktiviti sempena Maal Hijrah 1431

attention to all

salam,
kat sini nak inform kat semua tentang jadual tazkirah...
harap semua boleh ikut ye..
tq

minggu ni (kalau sempat and ada kesempatan) Zahrah and Farhah akan bagi tazkirah.
14 dec 09- Nadia
21 dec 09- Sarah (pagi) and Munirah (petang)
22 dec 09- Hafizi
11 jan 10- Hazimah
15 jan 10- Farhana
18 jan 10- Nadzirin
22 jan 10- Nusaibah
25 jan 10- Faez
29 jan 10- Sakinah
01 feb 10- Azim
08 feb 10- Farisha
09 feb 10- Nurin
12 feb 10- Zakiah
19 feb 10- Sofhia
22 feb 10- Syifak
01 mac 10- Farhanah
05 mac 10- 'Aishah
08 mac 10- Amelia

diharapkan semua rakan-rakan dapat bersedia dan beri sepenuhnya kerjasama.
tq semua...